no love no pain.

love??
its lie la if i said i dont want feel or wanna be in love. who dont want right??
but i dont want take a risk to be hurt again.. i repeat AGAIN.. its pain as fuck..

later be alone i can do what i want and be with who i want. i can adore anyone i love to adore..
no attachment and no heart feeling.. hahahaha

IF YOU!

She is leaving

And I can’t do anything

Love is leaving

Like a fool, I’m blankly standing here

I’m looking at her, getting farther away

She becomes a small dot and then disappears

Will this go away after time passes?

I remember the old times

I remember you

If you

If you

If it’s not too late

Can’t we get back together?

If you

If you

If you’re struggling like I am

Can’t we make things a little easier?

I should’ve treated you better when I had you

How about you?

Are you really fine?

Guess our break up is settling

I should forget you but it’s not easy

I’m looking at her, getting farther away

She becomes a small dot and then disappears

Will I feel better if I meet someone?

I remember the old times

I remember you

If you

If you

If it’s not too late

Can’t we get back together?

If you

If you

If you’re struggling like I am

Can’t we make things a little easier?

I should’ve treated you better when I had you

On days where thin rain falls like today

I remember your shadow

I secretly put in my drawer

Our memories together

I take them out and reminisce again by myself

The weight of sadness that comes with breaking up

Why didn’t I know about it?

If you

If you

If you

If it’s not too late

Can’t we get back together?

If you

If you

If you

If you’re struggling like I am

Can’t we make things a little easier?

I should’ve treated you better when I had you 

PS: This is the most heart broken song i ever heard. cannot help my self for not crying over this song?? is he really hurt while writing this?? 

goodbye love.. [the song i make by my self]

        THE UNFORGETABLE LOVE.

You are my first love, you are my life.

But after time by time we are not in the same condition anymore

WHY?

I keep asking my self why it must be that way.

Is that because I’m not perfect for you?

Why you doing this to me?

I need the answer but I know i’ll never get the answer from you..

Because of what?

Because you  are running from me.

MY love for the first time in my life I hate you damn much.

You hurt me so much, my heart cannot accept any pain no more.

Not form you. Just go away.

I admit that some other time that I miss you.

I’m trying to forget you forever but,

Its hard to me.

I love you so much..

How can I forget you?

Help me…

Help me to forget you and erase my love for you.

How?

I did not know either.

Anywhere I go and anything I do it remind me to you.

Arghh why I must thinking of you?

So many memories between us.

When its’ come I cry.

Ahh how much I miss you,

Day by day I cry because of you

Day by day I’m thinking of you. It’s so hurt.

Oh my boy I cry cry,

You’re my all, say goodbye.

If I know that loving you is hurting me

I prefer not to meet you.

When we are together I can say that

Oh my boy don’t lie lie,

You’re my heart.

yes, love is hurt

Now I realize that,

I regret giving you my love.

Why do I have to face this pain alone?

Oh baby

I cried a lot because of you.

I laughed a lot because of you.

I believed in love because of you.

I’ve lost everything because of you also.

Now I make my new decision.

I want to left you behind.

I want erase you from my mind and my heart.

I want to not loving you anymore.

I want make a new life.

I want opened my heart and my love to someone else.

Someone that can love me

Can protect me,

Can be honest with me

Can make me believed in love again

Can make me feel like I’m in my fairy tales.

Goodbye my love,

Goodbye my darling

We are done and I don’t want to see your face or feel your love anymore.

I can’t wait for you anymore

Because,

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought,

So many lie that you create to me

Now the best word for you is GOODBYE!

the way i love u

The way I love you

Past, now and future. Everyday never be same. Same go to my love to you, everyday its wont be less because it always be more and more and keep going more. Look into my heart and you can see only your name there. Please take care of my heart, please don’t break my heart, please love me like I do loving you. I love you in every way in the human being can. Don’t make me cry.

Afraid?? Yes I’m afraid. Not afraid to loving you but I’m afraid to losing you, to not longer be your girl, to not listen to your voice. You show me what love is, you make me believe in love once again in my life. I need you in my life, you are the half of me. I’m okay without you. That was totally lie baby because I will never be okay without you.

Life starts to be so beautiful with you. I learn to smile alone, to believe to you and most important is to give my heart to someone that name lover. The skies always in blue, the bird keep singing the love song and the wing keep make me miss u day by day. You are my drugs. I keep falling to you. I don’t want say goodbye because I never feel get enough time with you.

I feel like I live in fantasy world. If Cinderella meets her prince then you are my prince. The word you use to calm me when I not in the mood like the light that guides me out from the darkness.  Full of advance and make me standing strong again to move on. The spirit you give to me make me keep going and make me became a strong girl and full of energy. Thank you my baby boy. Thanks again for everything you done in my life. I love you and always will loving you.